Randoms
Things..
- I wake up in the middle of the night most nights these days with terrible anxiety. The kind that suffocates you. It makes me scared to go to sleep.
- There were two rats in our office that were eventually caught yesterday. I saw one of them enter our office and screamed bloody murder. This is for all the people who think my job is “glamorous.”
- I really, really need a vacation. The kind where I don’t have access to a cell phone or computer. Italy, preferably.
- I move at the end of the month. I fluctuate between pure dread (I don’t even own a vacuum) to pure excitement (I can make this work). I’ve cried in public 3 times in the past week. There was no one with me. Tears just flowed down my cheeks. Now that is talent.
- I’ll be honest. I wish there were a man beside me through all of this. I’ll be really honest… I can do it on my own.
- I may be in Louisiana for Spring shooting a couple of movie, y’know. Yup, I’m making some dreams come true.
- Please send some peaceful thoughts my way. I sure could use them.
- And, I’ll end with my favorite saying that I say to everyone and tonight I say to myself, “You’ve got this.” Or better yet, “I’ve got this.”
